i feel the strong pull to numb. any. way. i. can.
heady happiness running fast.
vicodin if it weren't for the night sweats
wine
ativan
codeine
numb
anger
happiness in solitude
a fake power over my aloneness
my stomach is cramping from the codeine cough syrup i drank.
i'm trying to relax it with wine.
why can't i be loved?
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